Starting Where Y O U are.

If yu have to stop and think where is the best place to start, that sort of ignores what's right in front of you. It's literally screaming at you right now to put down what ever it is that you have picked up instead of starting. It's not alwasy so clear but other times it is starring us striaght in the face, the grim look of "Get the fuck to work buddy." Pick up where you left off and start getting your shit together now, there really isn't any time left to allocate to the bullshit anymore. Just get everything else out of tthe way that does not need to be attended to and put it all out into the open. You will never make the wrong call if you have the right intentions aligned with your actions. So what are your actions? Have you gotten to this point where you can truly say that you are one with every single movement you make leaving absolutely nothing to chance? All that transpires around you is in accorance to the master plan, if you have felt the beginning of this plan start to unfold you are cursed with luck. When I say it in this way it is no joke, the way the universe works is devastatingly cruel, twisted and unfair yet it is exactly how you have allowed it to unfold for your own set of circumstances. Doesn't this contridict itself? It does and this life won't always make sense, the connections aren't clear and it's going to test you, it's going to push you to your limit time after time. Just when you think you've entered the clear and all is safe another round of chaos is waiting behind the curtain preparing for arrival.

The ability to move forward into the face of pure and utter chaos is a skill that no one will be able to teach you, it's something you go through, it is something that you voluntarily choose to place yourself into the middle of. Why? why would I want to put myself into situations that cause so much pain and torment of the soul and if I have the opportunity to make myself comfortable why not choose to live in that continually in the now? "You can't handle a situation you have never prepared for." Assuming you are going to be equipped to take on what ever surfaces is the fools approach, it is going to land you in a terrain that will be unfamiliar, uncomfortable and unknown. Doubt will slowly rise as your fear starts to take over and the questioning of your very position will take hold of you and leave nothing left but a pile of goop. Today is the only day that will matter in your life, it is the only day you can ever truly know because every other day has either happened and is waiting to happen. What that means for you today is that there is still a chance for you to make impactful actions to better your life today and every other day for the rest of your life. There has to be a strong enough reason behind this to drive you on through, you won't get through on a simple whim and hopeful attitude. This is going to take a determination that will be so authentic to the energy you infuse into every aspect of movement you make no one will ever associate you as anything other than who it is you are. You have to say and mean it when you say it "I AM GOING TO DO THIS." Because I don't know what I'm going to do if I don't.